i cant work it all out
all this stuff
werid emotions thoughts feelings new experiences confusion not good enough no where near but not here what do i do do i stop do i go nowhere do i carry on
we all know what im not going to do.
i know that, even though my entire new college seem to think differently.
because i would never do that, not for anyone, there is only one for me thats for sure.
i just am not used to knowing i could have something so easily, and that if things had not been so in my favour this summer i would have snapped it up immediatly
its nice to know i have the better deal though, for this offer is nothing on what i have.
im just not used to having my life completly changed, everything challenged, everything altered all in the space of about 6 months.
i dont even know me anymore.
i used to be so early pleased, i allways knew what i wanted, i allways knew what was wrong with me when things were wrong with me, everything had a system and a place and i had known everything for years.
- ► 2011 (22)
- ► 2010 (50)
- ahhhhh i love her
- fuck you, this is real class
- i need cheering up
- cant ever decide
- i just want to work it all out
- i pray that the water will drown out the din
- snow white meets gremlin princess meets chav
- general jelousy
- 2 beautiful girls and missing the boy
- YES YES YES YES
- i hate fashion at the moment
- i want to wear yellow and eat cake, dunno why.
- she came out of the darkness and lit up the sky
- thinking and looking
- WELL thats just MAGIC
- only last year
- fairys and gremlins and pixies and creatures
- night anticks
- good bye pink walls
- ▼ September (21)