Gremlin

why cant i be perfect?

2011-09-25T14:31:00.000-07:00

baby doll

2011-09-01T02:50:00.000-07:00

inspired

2011-08-26T10:00:00.000-07:00

I think you should check out Ivanias blog http://love-aesthetics.blogspot.com/

im now on bloglovin!

2011-08-24T01:46:00.001-07:00

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sexy thing

2011-06-25T03:39:00.000-07:00

2011-06-03T10:21:00.000-07:00

my friends are all fairys

2011-05-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

please excuse the crappppness of this camera

leopardprintdarkeyesblondeandpeach

2011-04-24T10:37:00.000-07:00

and really long arms for some reason

daisy cakes and shoes

2011-04-21T04:37:00.000-07:00

mother got me daisy cupcakes as an easter treat. good times

outfits

2011-04-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

sometimes cute is not enough

2011-04-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

sometimes, you have to be a little more dangerous

eyelashes, cute things, pale colours and simplicity

2011-04-07T12:11:00.000-07:00

are pretty much what im into style wise at the mo want these socks & shoes

I'm sure you can't remember baby

2011-04-03T02:54:00.000-07:00

hannah metz

2011-03-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

she is acctually perfect.here be some pictures summing up the perfectyness

ok so one of you is dead and the other is married

2011-03-25T01:34:00.000-07:00

your both rubbish
they look a bit the same when i think about it.
huh
would have included a photo of my ACCTUAL boyfriend to complete the megs sexiest men list but HE IS PULLING A STUPID FACE IN EVERY PHOTO I CAN FIND OF HIM.

this is why i has no money cos theres allways stufdf to waaaant

2011-03-23T07:50:00.000-07:00

new photobucket more photos!

2011-03-21T09:28:00.000-07:00

had a photoshoot in a flouncy pink dress thing (not my usual taste but pretty cute) with a college friend, pretty darn fun.

dance baby dance.like theres no pervy old man in front of you.
moral of the story. never dance with pervy old men, ecpecially when you dont know many people at the party and the hostes aunt is a bitch. it will make you slightly wanna cry.

NOHUYNTFGONEMADGONEMAD

2011-02-10T16:18:00.000-08:00

I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO SAY THINGS
I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO TALK ABOUT THINGS
YOU CANT JUST PRETEND SOMETHING ISNT THERE
YOU CANT
YOU CANT
YOU CANT JUST JOKE ABOUT IT
I CANT JUST BE LAUGH ALL THE TIME
I DO SO MUCH LAUGHING

I'M SO LUCKYpopularish, attractivefunnyboyfriend, confidence, reasonable intelligence, body all in proportion, reasonbly attractive, reasonable grades, nice house, nice parents, lots of nice friends, lots of events to go topeopletomeetthingstodopubscatsLOVEsexwar
BUT THERE ALLWAYS GUNNA BE FHYJF,DTSJACKOFFORMINEDFGJURSHITJETHGNH GHDKYFVGFDRESTRYTUKYBLAHBLAHSEXGIVCFXETDHTYCT
REXSRGFUCKXNMTYKIKVKUYVTUCKKRY

SOMEONE CALM ME THE DOWN

why did the one person who was really good at that have to become a prick who no-one likes?

IM GOING COMPLETELY NUTS
SHUTUP MEG SHUTUP SHUTUP
I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP
WHY AM I STILL AWAKE

perfectly good at it

2011-02-01T23:58:00.000-08:00

obsessed

2011-01-22T12:25:00.000-08:00

polyvore is taking over my life

2011-01-22T12:14:00.000-08:00

but you know what

my friend is sweet aww read this awww clever boy

2011-01-22T11:59:00.001-08:00

he wrote this awwwww clever boy
he wants to be a standup comedian, seems to like girls with long dark hair and curvy figures who arnt dum and have a dark sence of humour and like sex.
he is nice and tall and not fat dont worry and looks a little bit like a bird but not in a really bad way not like omg that man looks like a bird more like oh Daniel, you look a little bit like a bird after about a month of knowing you.

any offers ladies?
yer so this is wat he wrote on his blog its some sort of poem or some shit. i think its good.

We met at the station
(she was half black half caucastion, no sorry he didnt wirte that i just had to add it in it was killing me)
in a hazy world of newspapers
coffee cups
flattened sweet-wrappers
pigeon shit
and xenophobic Londoners.
Just a passing glance. Once commuter to another.
A split second connection, lifetime affection.
I've seen you a thousand times.
Each time, different clothes, different hair, different voice, different skin, different face, same person.
I've seen our future together.
First date meet the parents awkward sex-life finish college part-time jobs start Uni tiny flat scrounging for money beans on toast lager & vodka chilly Winter nights huddling together for warmth, graduate,
dead-end jobs first car redundancies debts tears laughter arguments sex a little luck new jobs promotions in the black new car Summer holiday in Greece,
surprise pregnancy youthful panics 9 months a bundle of joy a shit-filled nappy no sleep the big three-o relationship doubts troublesome times,
second child rekindled love dinner parties wine & cheese comfortable wages grey hairs sagging skin erectile dysfunction viagra menopause kids grown & leaving home,
too quiet at home buy dog health problems depression retirement crosswords & daytime TV dog dies parents die no sex first grandchild love for life,
a lump it'll be ok slow deterioration I love you death bed funeral sorrow & regrets just memories and a lonely death.
I love you, whoever you are.

awww see awwwww
this is his blog
http://danieltmod.blogspot.com/
and if u want to see what he looks like he is the one who looks like a bird a bit with backcomed hair and a blazer in my birthday photos i posted a lil while ago. here they are http://booboohester.blogspot.com/2010/11/i-never.html

snow coloured

2010-12-16T11:58:00.000-08:00

I never

2010-11-29T11:24:00.000-08:00

really poste about my life much.
so iv decided to do a post of the pictures of my birthday. which was now a month ago exactly, but oh well

because real friends try to take ur clothes off in pubs

i cant belive

2010-11-21T02:24:00.000-08:00

i havnt posted since before my birthday.
iv been a tad busy i guess
here is me, just thought id pop these in

and heres nice stuff

wah wah blahhh

2010-10-27T02:59:00.000-07:00

why is it so cooollld

2010-10-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

oh fuck off bad stuff

2010-09-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

im trying to remember what i didnt like about last year and get rid of it before it trys to kill me again.
one of those things was tumblr.
less tumblin' more bloggin'
more pretty pictures of nice stuff

red wine girl

2010-09-27T00:37:00.000-07:00

i prefer midnight

2010-09-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

new start

2010-09-09T02:15:00.000-07:00

for my birthday

2010-09-02T09:51:00.000-07:00

i would like a new dress
i love topshop changing rooms, i love the curtains!
im so sad..

and i kinda wish i could just pop back to spain for a wee bit

2010-08-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

PERFECT BODY
for perfect wordrobe see post below

body shape like this

hair this shape

lips like this

hair this colour

which would fade into this colour

nose like this

eyes like this

skin like this

WANT

2010-08-02T04:07:00.000-07:00

goldsmiths

2010-07-28T02:11:00.000-07:00

lillylaloo

2010-07-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

2010-07-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

two years of brunette

2010-06-15T12:20:00.000-07:00

BORING, I WANT BLONDE

FUN TIMES AHEAD

2010-06-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

I KNOW IV POSTED LOADS OF THESE BEFORE BUT SHUTUP

chill bitch

2010-06-07T09:50:00.000-07:00

sleepy magicness

2010-05-24T01:36:00.000-07:00

dumb blonde

2010-05-18T04:10:00.000-07:00

mildly mildly

2010-05-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

pink pink pink

2010-04-17T03:08:00.000-07:00

anananananaaaaaaa tada!

2010-04-15T03:19:00.000-07:00

Yellow

2010-04-10T03:54:00.000-07:00

hello, hello im johnny cash

2010-04-05T14:11:00.000-07:00

looking through my photobucket.
man being 15 was amazing

top ones my fave pic ever

2010-03-26T11:57:00.000-07:00

bye her a milkshake

2010-03-04T08:29:00.000-08:00

another day, and another

2010-02-27T12:38:00.000-08:00

i dought today will be anymore fullfilling than yesterday
and it will be my fault

i know it was a week ago

2010-02-20T11:25:00.000-08:00

but my valentines day was sexy

the French are glad to die for love, they delight in fighting duels

2010-02-19T01:08:00.000-08:00

c'mon you know you want to

2010-02-10T09:09:00.000-08:00

i have no money, so i think one of you should take me out, by all of the things below and then take me for drinks yer?
in return i will make you a cake yer?

a trained fox, everyone needs one of them

prefrebly a cross trainer to go with this, so i had the body to wear it all the time

because oneday i will drive...one day

the whole outfit minus the shades

i dont know why, i jut want it ok

ahhhhhhhhh they're bears!

i dont even smoke much these days but they look so buff

i know its horried but thats why i love it.

2010-02-06T03:27:00.000-08:00

yummmyyyy

2010-02-04T12:35:00.000-08:00

aaaaahhhhh billie piper man, i would

hello cutie

2010-01-27T02:17:00.000-08:00

nnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiishhhyyyyy

2010-01-26T09:37:00.000-08:00

ssssssshhhhhhh

2010-01-25T09:42:00.000-08:00

50 followers

2010-01-23T11:16:00.000-08:00

I had a dream last night.
In the dream i was in hospital, and there were nurses, two of them i think, they were pretty and kind and they told me to lie down on a white long chair/bed type thing, a bit like what you lie on at the dentist, and i new i was going to have an operation, but it would envolve cutting or bleeding, i dont know what it was for. Anyway, they gave me a breathing mask and told me i just had to lie down and breathe normaly and i would breathe in the anesthetic and nothing would hurt, i would still know where i was but it would all be ok, and so i put on the mask and breathed and i could feel it in the dream, i slipped down to a place where it was all grey and far away, and i and deep inside the back of my head, it was scary at first, but then i remember someone had told me once that wen you are given anesthetic would have to just relax, not be scared and let it do its work. And for some reaon when i relaxed i felt amazing, i loved this tiny safe place i was in in the back of my mind, i felt safe and conforted and so so out of it. I felt a prick in my arm and i new that one of the nurses had injected me with something, but i knew they were meant to and it was going to be ok.
and then i could here screaming , and the nurses shouting, and they ripped the mask away from my mouth and we had to run through the hospital because something was coming, and big white creature was coming, and we ran to the top tower of the hospital and locked the doors because we knew we would be safe there.
the nurses were amazed that i could run dispite how drugged i had been, i said it must have been fight or flight.
then i woke up.
i was suddenly aware that i was lying in a bed with a sleepy 20 year old boy in the house across my road, not in a hospital.
i looked at him and then remember, it was him who had warned me about the anesthetic.

you just have to relax, and you will be fine.

iv lost my photography folder and have to re-do all my work from the start of the year

2010-01-21T09:38:00.000-08:00

so amazingly incredibly annoying i cant even explain.

blahblah lala wtf w/e

2010-01-20T09:21:00.000-08:00

pleeeeeaaaase!

2010-01-18T10:08:00.000-08:00

if i had like, bright ginger hair, really pale skin and a slightly less bloated tummy this would be so buff i would marry it.

lips and love hearts

2010-01-18T09:41:00.000-08:00

pretty good weekend

2010-01-17T03:04:00.000-08:00

ME AND DA GIRLS ATE EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
and then we acted liike fools for about a million years
i was sad wen they left.

and i made a den it was quite sick

also worked on my photography course work with Jack
he is a very helpful very creative boy
and is probs better than me at it all
:/
.....though my den is fucking sick

also watched about half of sin city with jack friday night and fell inlove with this rather beutiful actress

nother one of these days

2010-01-14T09:08:00.000-08:00

things i loved about 2 years ago

2010-01-13T06:37:00.000-08:00

and a little bit still do

i get bored and i have lots of stuff

2010-01-10T03:13:00.000-08:00

seriously, what else i am meant to do with it all execpt spend a morning badly arranging it on here and canning it? i drew the fairy by the tree wen i was 13! how was i a better drawer then?

now and then when i see her face

2010-01-09T12:31:00.000-08:00

her hair remind me of a warm safe place

2010-01-07T11:47:00.000-08:00

i feel a bit better

i dont know i dont know

2010-01-06T12:05:00.000-08:00

things go slowly down hill from the morning onwards.
by about this time i have cryed at least once for a silly reason and am panicing
im a bit better today
i know this i sad, saying it on here, its just i dont know most of u guyz, so its ok to say it, i dont feel like such a fool.
i should be really happy
theres nothing wrong with my life
so why do i feel like this?

DONT GET DEPRESSED

2010-01-05T09:37:00.000-08:00

BE HAPPY INSTEAD

i prefer it here

2010-01-04T09:37:00.000-08:00

ok xmas day, terrible terrible new years eve and the worst new years day imagionable, threw up six times, and no, i would have loved it to have been becaue i was hungover, atleast that would have meant something had happened the night before execpt watching family guy and feeling depressed
anyway...nice stufff...

help

2009-12-26T01:33:00.000-08:00

the more i worry
the sicker i get

the sicker i get
the more i worry

please please please let it be nothing

2009-12-24T03:23:00.000-08:00

http://jessicaarrowsmithstanley.blogspot.com/
im so obsessed.
her life looks so colourful and fun
i am almost convinced to go back to blonde at ome point.

cold wether is shit

2009-12-23T03:40:00.000-08:00

i want to be warm
its so much easier to be sexy in warm weather
and
i keep thinking maybe i should go blonde again in summer
i really dont know though.
still LOTS OF PINK YER YER YER

cacacacobrasnaaaaaaaake!

2009-12-20T06:59:00.000-08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaargh

2009-12-19T03:42:00.000-08:00

sometimes i get so angry i want to throw and burn things
but i just keep quite
i allways keep quite

semi-rude girl

2009-12-18T08:18:00.000-08:00

is how i would describe my outfit today
made me feel slightly powerful ahahahahahaaa
no i just war really big ripped jeans and a hoodie and did my hair slightly differently.
got alot of reaction from chavvy boys, rather funny.
tbh, i dont really like the use of the word chavvy or chav, but i know no other shortened ways of saying white-boys-who-dress-like-black-boys-with-shaved-heads

i want to find a meaning to life

2009-12-16T13:41:00.000-08:00

i have a feeling it might be coloured yellow

lol

2009-12-15T09:28:00.000-08:00

we really couldnt be asked with costumes this time as u can tell, i am a milf, he is a jew (it had to begin with the first letter of ur name so meg and jack-milf and jew)
and i wear he is buff really he just quite good at hiding it in photos.
lol

erg blerg shatap wrubbbbish

2009-12-14T09:25:00.000-08:00

yer blud

2009-12-11T16:08:00.000-08:00

this is what i do whilst my boyfriend gets high

sometimes i forget

2009-12-10T07:42:00.000-08:00

that i have no reason not to be happy

i should not get so stressed

2009-12-09T09:40:00.000-08:00

I should laugh and feel better
listen to god is a dj by pink
i want that to be my life man i love that video

i wish i could have red hair so bad

2009-12-08T09:35:00.000-08:00

but it would never suit me

I aint your baby

2009-12-04T09:51:00.000-08:00

giggle, pout , wear pink and baby you shall get through life just fine

2009-12-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

it grows

2009-11-28T02:51:00.001-08:00

its here, its breathing, i feel it.
i need to keep feeding it.
so it will get stronger.
and by 5 oclock it will be so strong it will overpower even me.
for i am its worst enemy.
even though i want to be its best friend.

gorgouse

2009-11-26T12:28:00.001-08:00

she is just so pretty sometimes it hurts.
though i have to add in her first album will comepletly tops her second.

peanut butter smiles and rabbits

2009-11-23T10:41:00.000-08:00

perfect girl

2009-11-21T08:37:00.000-08:00

if i were to date a lady, this is what she would be like.
i get bored ok, and i think things like if i were gay....

ok she would be like 1/8 Jamaican, 1/8 Vietnamese, so you cant really tell but her skin is like slightly darker, 1/2 welsh and 1/4 Canadian and her hair is like this

she would have a dead cute little face with kinda sqinty eyes, you know the eyes that go all cute wen they smile, and a really cheeky smile with dead full lips, a little button nose, and slightly chuby cheeks, but in like a cute way.
oh and bare freckles.
im thinking a bit like

she would be able to dance like beyonce, the pussy cat dolls and shakira mixed together, she would be part of a dance group and do shows and stuff.
dispite this she would not be really skinny, she would be quite short, around 5 '4 maybe, with medium size boobs and quite big hips and thighs but quite a flat toned stomach wich goes in alot at the sides....
sort of Beyonce meets Hannah metz

her dress sence would be really like, cute and quite loud.
loads of playsuits, high waisted shorts and crop tops, hoodies also.
infact most of her tops would be cropped, often by her.
she would own a fake fur coat
also chavvy jewelry.
and trainers

she would probably smoke but not too much, like as a treat.
she would go shopping alot because her parents had bare money and she would have a job in urban outfitters
she would like action comedy movies
and i think she might have her hips peiced
and she would be bi not gay
and sometimes wear false eyelashes to parties because she could carry them off

hmmmm good plan
obviously im quite happy with my boyfriend and i quite like things how they are.
but u know, u should allways have backup plans for parralel universes.

why dont i still look like this?

2009-11-20T11:34:00.000-08:00

i dont have a tan and my hairs all cut and its winter so im eating like a mad thing, thats why
:(

lovrly n' rosey

2009-11-19T07:52:00.000-08:00

what's she looking for

2009-11-18T09:58:00.000-08:00

only sunday morning and i need that friday feeling again

2009-11-15T04:18:00.000-08:00